bakit ba?

so as i was doing grocery with friends this afternoon... i received a text message from him... had lunch? shit bakit ba.. i was thinking not to reply but i was weakened kasi naman text nya un eh.. so i said not yet... and then he replied (out of no where) miss me? what u doin? ...super gusto ko nang putulin ang thumb ko just not to type any messages but i cant so i ended up tellin him everything as in parang girlfriend informing her boyfriend..parang ganun..i told him i was invited by my friend to their department party tonight.. and the stabbing pain was back when he told me " dont drink too much.K?" shit ano ba is this a real care?, does he really genuinely care about me...
the thing is i decided not to go to that party, i went home after the grocery and the bbq hunt...and didnt tell him about that.. let him think i was having fun... that i'am still existing whether he's present or not in my life... let him think wa -affect sakin....just for today i wanted to let him feel the pain of waiting for a reply...