buhay ko ..starting this june...

im leaving ..atleast thats what they say to me(my agency).. ewan ko ba bakit suddenly i decided to go abroad.. maybe because that daY I felt like im goin nowhere when it comes to my professional life. career wise i have to eventually do it so why not do it now... na im still young, single and eager.. di ba? but the sad part is im going to a country where i have to completely change my lifestyles... saudi... yes going into the desert and meet all the camels and arabs.. Land, kung saan they say that we female arent made to go.. kasi nga they say its a barbaric land with barbaric beliefs.. well i dont care noh..as long as i can have the changes i want in my life.. im willing to risk it all just so i can have the gratification of earning dollars.. My father couldnt agree more kasi he didnt really want me to go kasi nga daw delikado...but im a stubborn and hardheaded kid.. May friends naman they...ewan ko ba may days na against sila , may days naman ok lang. Dysfunctional people kasi ang mga friends ko eh.. that include me. There are times that i have to justifY my decision to them.why i have to go and work there.. they say hindi ko daw kakayanin.. well sabi ko naman surely meron din naman dun starbucks, and mall..but the sad part is i was told that i can never_ AS IN NEVER go alone sa street dun or i'll be dead the minute i stepped out alone.. kasi nga they say people specially men in that place are testosterone driven machine...in short mga hayOk!! i might get rape daw or worst killed and much worst my body may be found within days composing in the middle of desert...SCaRY... mga bwiset tong kaibigan ko! they repeatedly said that to me..pero despite all this scary stuff... i decided to go.. ano ba naman ung 2 years without bar, alcohol(margarita, boomerang and screwdriver diba?), wee hours stay at starbucks, driving at 3am sa slex with friends, ung walang planong gala punta sa kung saan, ung gising ng 11 am, ung kain ng isaw and bbq sa kanto...hay sana kayanin ko...:)