this one....

i havenT reallY posted anything for almost a year now..mainly for the reason that my life become suddenly toxic, chaotic and more pressurinG.. and thou, the days and months has'not really stopped ..my mind become to much occupied that writing anything about it was a struggle to my hard life.. I have loved manY and met manY , I have lost a friend and gain sometHing in return but life as always was and can never conforms to all my plans. Each day started with great expectation and sometimes it paid off but there are days and times that it ended worst than when it started....